Hmmmmmm

Well back again still fat 96.5kg not doing the best...not trying as hard as i should be..
I know the predisone dont help but ...damn this is hard I read others blogs and they are trying so hard why cant I?

Monday first weigh in

Well today I am 96kg but I think this is because I have been sick sick sick ..but I have been drinking more..that helps and I had to put my prediosone up to 20mg so i think I have done well...Just hope i can keep it up..
Got a phone call from one of my sons.....long story..now I will worry until he comes and stays with me.....Its a hard world out there and my son is weak i think..still went through it with m y other son and he is good now...so will do it with m y baby boy as well......BUT i will not eat my way through it I will not not not

Sick

Sick Sick Sick ..have the flu bad lucky I had my flu jab is all I can say..
but the bad thing is the doc put my prednisone up to 20mgs for the next four days
so that means i will want to eat eat eat...but I will try not to eat ..
I have to get good at trying not to eat but the prednisone makes you feel hungry all the time
but only have had an egg and a bit of toast so far drinking lots of zero and my lovely diet coke of couse and the odd mellow.....

I gotta get better at this

Well have finally got back on here...Just finding the time ...still gotta get this weight sorted at long last can keep
right my weight is 97kg
starting was 101kg
its taken since Jan to lose that.

But I can blame it on the steroids...?????have been up to 60mg..but now down to 9mg..
my doctor tells me not to worry about there is not alot you can do about it but..I must..the steroids make me hungry all the time wake up in the middle of the night and want food but I don't....
I could also blame my weight on having Breast cancer..now been cancer free for over two years..YEAH and have dermatomyositis..a side affect from having cancer.... so i have lots of reasons for not losing weight NOT thinks me anymore..I can do this and will ...
I love diet coke.....gave it up once but....felt so yuckie had to take it up again...love it and i dink
sugar free lift....not to sure if i should but i get so tried at work...need it...
could eat more fruit i guessss..
So this week i am going to drink more water....( bit hard at work with the musule thing makes it a bit hard gotta go when i gotta go cant wait ha
well today i start will try to get on here more than once a week and will weigh in on Mondays

this is hard

Well i have just remembered how to get into my blog...my memory is not that good ..
Its the meds I take and thats my story and I am sticking to it.
Going to make this into my weight lost blog as well ..have to shift the weight... If i want a new breast next year I have to be back to my pre cancer weight....Ha i said to the doctor...
will wirte more after and I am going to ask someone any one to help to make this a nice looking blog....
Grandson coming for dinner better go make it Love been a granny

Brodies Staying

My grandson Brodie stayed last night and will be here until tomorrow.
He is 6 months old and is just so cute..I think grandchildren are wonderfull everyone should have them for sure.